The Thread of LifeChristina Rossetti1
The irresponsive silence of the land,

The irresponsive sounding of the sea,

Speak both one message of one sense to me: —
Aloof, aloof, we stand aloof, so stand
Thou too aloof bound with the flawless band

Of inner solitude; we bind not thee;

But who from thy self-chain shall set thee free?
What heart shall touch thy heart? what hand thy hand?-
And I am sometimes proud and sometimes meek,

And sometimes I remember days of old
When fellowship seemed not so far to seek

And all the world and I seemed much less cold,

And at the rainbow's foot lay surely gold,
And hope felt strong and life itself not weak.
2
Thus am I mine own prison. Everything

Around me free and sunny and at ease:

Or if in shadow, in a shade of trees
Which the sun kisses, where the gay birds sing
And where all winds make various murmuring;

Where bees are found, with honey for the bees;

Where sounds are music, and where silences
Are music of an unlike fashioning.
Then gaze I at the merrymaking crew,

And smile a moment and a moment sigh
Thinking: Why can I not rejoice with you ?

But soon I put the foolish fancy by:
I am not what I have nor what I do;

But what I was I am, I am even I.
3
Therefore myself is that one only thing

I hold to use or waste, to keep or give;

My sole possession every day I live,
And still mine own despite Time's winnowing.
Ever mine own, while moons and seasons bring

From crudeness ripeness mellow and sanative;

Ever mine own, till Death shall ply his sieve;
And still mine own, when saints break grave and sing.
And this myself as king unto my King

I give, to Him Who gave Himself for me;
Who gives Himself to me, and bids me sing

A sweet new song of His redeemed set free;
He bids me sing: O death, where is thy sting?

And sing: O grave, where is thy victory?